The Little Things

What am I going to do after SPM

2009-12-14T07:48:00.000-08:00

Spend time with my ♥
Dye my hair
Makeover
Buy new clothes
Update the songs in my phone
Try gaining weight (metabolism too high ba, sorry :( )
Try to be nicer towards Deanna
Control my anger when I'm angry
Try to find a topic to write in my blog
Going Australia with Sharon and Doreen

...Ok....I seriously have nothing else to do......

Maybe i'll just something random this holiday
Sooo....

BEWARE

ok, that was lame.

Freedom

2009-12-11T05:16:00.000-08:00

I smell freedom...don't you? Soooo glad SPM is over! I can finally throw all those craps (oopss...I mean notes) into the dustbin and pass my books to my cousin...who will be sitting for SPM 2010 *evil laugh*

For the meantime while waiting for my results, I'll enjoy my free time doing things like going out with friends, with family, with my boo and etc.etc.

I have nothing else to say anymore. Well, that's all for now. Tata! :)

To...you know who you are

2009-11-29T00:06:00.000-08:00

STOP READING MY BLOG

THANKS YOU! :D

So long farewell, I bid you goodbye.

2009-09-22T03:07:00.000-07:00

I'm so so lazy today. And plus, the weather today was just...freaking hot. And bored too.

Look at Squall, even Squall was lazy, hold on. He is FOREVER lazy.

Before my mom left visiting with my dad and my lil sis, she reminded me to study.

And so, I picked up my Biology book and thought "Heck, might as well study Biology then not doing anything at all"

And so, I got ready stationary

My sad sad sad sad face

SPM! HERE I COME! :(

To all candidates who are sitting for SPM this year: Study hard and smart! But do not stress yourself too much, you'll end up crazy. Seriously, you will. YOU WILL.

Anyways, relax for while and have a bite of Pringles :)

God bless! :P

p/s: This will be my last posts for now. I will continue posting after SPM. I know I won't be missed but...*sniff*

Signing off,
LaLooser ;p

So I drew a face and laughed

2009-09-19T07:28:00.001-07:00

HAHA. I IZ LAUGHING RIGHT NOW after I read my MCD buddie's punya blog.

p/s: Ignore my lame-ness please?

Facts Facts Facts

2009-09-18T09:06:00.000-07:00

Hello earthlings :)

My name is Dorothy and I come in peace

...

Okayyyy!

Anyways, I'm feeling so bored now. So to kill some of my free time, I just want to let you all know a few facts about me. So..if your so eager to know a few facts about me, then read. If your not...then....

Get lost, lalooser!!!

Nahhh...I'm just playing around with ya. I'm not that mean. (well technically I am sort of mean but shh)

Facts about...me

Fact #1. I'm a girl

Fact #2. I'm not a boy

Fact #3. I love man

Fact #4. I'm not a lesbo

Fact#5. I don't bother to be one

Fact #6. Seriously, I don't

Fact #7. I'm like addicted to skittles

Fact #8. Like...very...so..addicted

Fact #9. I think childrens are lovely creatures (although they might be evil at times), so don't abuse them!

Fact #10. I think Facebook is addictive. It's like every time when I go online, I'll automatically type "Facebook" and walah! I'm in Facebook. Hope Facebook won't end up like Friendster :X

Fact #11. I have a new buddy

Fact #12. And her name is Rebecca *please be bangga that your name gets to appear in my blog :D

Fact #13. I'm addicting to messaging. I have no idea why it's so addictive. What the heck!:P

Fact #14. I'm in a relationship. With...
Hold it, I did told you that I'm not a lesbo right? Well..I'm not. We're just playing around. So, jangan salah sangka please :)

Fact #14. I miss going for youth gatherings or Word Chill Out.

Fact #15. I love making retarded faces!

Fact #16. I love shopping. Seriously, I do. But I can't really make up my mind what to buy. Because every time when I wanna buy something...this little voice in my head kept bothering me me....

MOVING ON!

Fact #17. I'm a coward when it comes to Chemistry or Biology or History or Bahasa Malaysia. I totally suck in it. Like really suck in it. Plus, those subjects aren't like my cup of tea.

Fact #18. I love watching Kevjumba/HappySlip/NigaHiga's videos at YouTube. You should watch them for yourselves. Your gonna love it! :)

Fact #19. I can be very addicted in posting lame and meaningless posts

Fact #20. I'M VERY GOOD IN BECOMING LAME AND NOT FUNNY AT ALL

Fact #21. I'm so damn happy right now :)

Fact #22. Wanna know why people?

Fact #23. You sanggup read this FEW facts about me till the end :D

Fact #24. For those you read till the end...

I LOVE YOU!

Signing off,
LaLooser :)

BIG RED BUTTON

2009-09-18T07:26:00.000-07:00

I find this amusing...

Put The Big Red Button on your site

Haha. Btw, this is my 8th post for the day. Damn I'm bored :P

I posted like 6 times (this is my 7th time btw) today. Haha. No shit.

2009-09-18T02:15:00.000-07:00

Ohhh didudidu dadidadidum biboom

2009-09-18T02:01:00.000-07:00

I'm-in-love-with-you face

Blowing through the jasmine in my mind

2009-09-17T23:53:00.000-07:00

I'm happy with my blogspot skin now. It's nicer than the previous one. Oh no, looks like I'm getting addicted to blogging...shitzehh,

2009-09-17T23:19:00.000-07:00

Oh no, I'm starting to miss you...

Can't get enough of you...

Keep thinking about the way I put you into my mouth...

And taste every part of you..

You make my whole body tingle...

Oh...

My beloved...

Chocolate Chip Cookie
:)

2009-09-17T23:08:00.000-07:00

Hey! Feeling so bored now (suppose to be studying btw, shh ;p). Maybe I'm just going to relax for today and start studying tomorrow la.
I was browsing through some old pictures in my album and I've found some interesting and sweet pictures of my siblings/cousins and I. Memoriesss. :(

These are the few pictures we took. Trust me, there are tons of pictures. But too bad I'm too lazy to upload them. Haha for you :P
Hold on, don't fret please. There's one more picture for you.
Close your eyes please.
3
2
1
Open your eyes now!

...

Signing off,
Lalooser :)

New skin

2009-09-17T22:28:00.000-07:00

Yipee. My bloggie has a new skinnie. And it's quite complicated to use it. Darn it =.=.
I guess I'll have to get use to this layout then :/

p/s: Why is love so complicated?

HOLIDAYSSS

2009-09-17T18:34:00.000-07:00

YESS! I AM NO LONGER AN EMO GIRL FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF AND CRYING OVER SOMEONE. YIPEEE :).

Haha. Bluek ;p. Anywaysssssss...Holidayysss :)

Hold on, hold on. After holidays we'll still have our mock exam. And guess what? Biology is our first paper =.=. Shitzehh. Gotta study then...i'll tryyy ;p

p/s: Gonna edit my blog layout. It's kinda lame.

Don't ask me anymore.

2009-09-03T23:08:00.000-07:00

These past few months I had been through all kinds of things. One of them is heartbreak. My ex and I broke up 4 months ago. And it only felt like yesterday we were holding hands...hugging. That moment when the both of us decided to break our relationship, I didn't really feel the sadness in me. Maybe that time we were still very very close. But as time flies, we didn't really contact each other anymore. And that's the part which makes me go all emotional...

And to make it worst, a friend of mine told me something about him (which I regret listening to it). I was so confused, depressed, emotional and most of all...heartbroken. I got home...feeling so sad and all I wanted to do is cry. And cry. And cry. And I did cry. I kept asking myself "Does he still love me?", "Why on earth did he do that?", "What does he actually want?" and more. AND the most frustrating thing is that everyday I hear his name.

I was like shitt man. Can I not hear his name at least for once?

I didn't know how to express this feeling I have inside me. I have to let it out but shitt, I didn't know how!!! And so, I tried writing poems [still suck at it though :( ]. Well, at least it's much more better than punching through walls or cutting my hand or drinking or taking drunks or...whatever the things that people do these days.

So, here's my poem. It's called Torn To Pieces

Why do I have to fall for him,
For he had hurt me in so many ways.
I feel like a helpless lamb,
For I feel lonely in so many ways.

I thought you were going to be my first and last,
But now I realized that this isn't a fairytale.
All this while you were wearing a mask,
Nothing but a fool that I can tell.

You told your buddies you didn't want to hurt me no more,
But all I sense that your hiding something.
Let me tell you that I won't be believing that crap no more,
Because all your promises are nothing.

I miss you so much,
Are you feeling the same way too?
I don't think you do that much,
Only thinking that I'm a fool.

Walking down the road alone,
Feeling sorry for myself,
Feeling betrayed and left alone,
I know that I can't do this by myself.

Why do I always let this happened?
I don't think I can stand this anymore.
All those things that had happened,
I don't think I want to love you anymore.

Lol

2009-06-19T09:07:00.000-07:00

Sharon: I want to be smart!
Me: *grins*
Sharon: Like Professor Intestine!
Me: *looked confused, thought for a while* Professor EINSTEIN!
Sharon: Owhhh! Sorry sorry!

*both laughed*

WCO night

2009-06-19T08:56:00.000-07:00

I went to WCO just now because tuition was canceled(teacher had to go to Bintulu for the robotics thingy thing). When I got there, I told some of my friends that he and I were not together anymore. And I was surprise they knew it. Anyways, after a while...I felt so sad. I wanted to CRY! And guess what...I DID!!

I pulled Kucha outside and hugged her and I was sobbing heavily. I told her that I felt so lonely and I felt like it's my fault that he and I broke up. I told her that I thought I could stand this but in the end...I just couldn't.

It took me a while to cool down and we went inside again. Kucha went somewhere2,hehe.

And now, I feeling better. I'm trying my best to forget about the past and this time, I'll move on.

Forever

2009-06-06T04:10:00.000-07:00

Ve Jay is gone forever but his memories last forever. I regret not appreciating him more. I regret not to know him more and more. It's too late for me to regret now. Hmmm, well look on the bright side, at least he can rest in peace now without all those needles piercing through his skin and those tubes around him.

p/s: will update about his funeral soon. IF the connection at home is okay=.=

Sad

2009-05-14T23:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I went to the hospital with my mom to visit my uncle who's in the hospital. I met my grandma, aunt, other uncle and my cousin there. We all went into the ICU together...and there I saw my uncle. Laying on the bed. He was unconscious.

And I thought to myself ...

is that my uncle?
why are they a lot of needles?
is that my uncle?
is that..Ve jay??

They were praying for my uncle. After that, my grandma spoked to him. The words that were coming out from my grandma was really touching. I tried holding back my tears but it just...flow down my cheeks. My nudged my mom and she told me that it is alright. I looked at my cousin, he saw me cried and I know he wanted to cry too but he was holding back his tears. My mom wiped her tears off. My aunt [which is my uncle's(the one in the hospital)] cried. My other uncle and my grandma's eyes were red.

...It really breaks my heart to see my uncle like this. Daddy God, please heal him. ;(

Boredom strikes back..kaboom

2009-05-11T05:12:00.000-07:00

Owh no! Guess what?

I have a pimple on my nose..again!
It's not that I treat it as a big deal or anything.
It's because of my dad...lol

And I dislike it when my dad nags about my pimples.
It's embarrassing :S

But owh wells. I just gotta deal with it :/

But but but...ER09 IS COMING!!!
I GOTTA BE HAPPY!!!
;D

But...exams...
!@@$@@%

2009-05-08T22:01:00.000-07:00

LEGA MY HATI ADY :)

Power of Love

2009-05-08T10:29:00.000-07:00

In tuition, I receieved a text message from my aunt.

Praise the Lord! Jesus is the same yesterday, 2day &4ever. Doctors said his chance of survival very slim but we refused to agree the package from the enemy cos Jesus' package is total healing. As of now, he open his eyes few times, lifted hhis hands when people prayed 4 him & moved his legs. We claim total healing. Continue with prayers. Destroy the strongholds of the enemy.

PTL for that :)

How do i live without you...

2009-05-08T01:48:00.000-07:00

Something terrible and unexpected happened yesterday. My uncle...had a stroke. It was a shocker to all of us. At first, my cousin, Hannah message me. She told me that her father was admitted to the hospital. I couldn't believe it at first. Then after few minutes, she sent me a message saying that her father is in ICU. ...

I just...can't believe it. I can't believe that this is actually happening. During exams in class just now, I couldn't concentrate during BM paper. After I finished doing it, I kept thinking about my uncle. 'Will he be alright? How is he now? When will he be alright?'. I cried a little just now in school (of course, I didn't make it obvious, didn't want my friends to know about it).

When my mom and her siblings knew about it, they wanted to go to Miri yesterday but my aunt called up and told me that there weren't any seats available. They went this morning.

Last night in tuition, I was quite moody. I did my work, feeling sad...

But then, I kept on praying for my uncle. Praying to the God. I prayed to God to give all of us the strength to face this. At least a simple prayer...every prayer counts...

The Little Things

2009-03-19T22:34:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking that I think I took a lot of pictures with Doreen. Btw, Doreen here is a girl NOT boy. She loves chocolates and she loves animals. She's one hot chick. And no, I'm not making fun of you, che che. She's hot in her own way :D. And finally, she's one of a kind!!! ;p

To doleen: happy or not a puji you? In my blog some more ohhh. xD

Here are some of the pictures we took. SOME. SOME. SOME. of the pictures.

SoOo....yeah... ;p

Sigh

2009-03-16T07:22:00.000-07:00

Intensive chemistry tuition...here I come!

=.=

Vday SPECIAL =)

2009-02-13T02:05:00.000-08:00

As you all know. Today is Friday the 13th. And it's not as bad as you think it is. =). Today in school, clubs like Interact and Leo distributed valentine gifts to people. When the members from Interact/Leo were giving gifts to people, I can hear laughter, students jumping up and down happily and some of them were sad and depressed that they didn't received gifts. Sad isn't it?

Interact came into my class and I saw one of them carrying a bouquet of flowers. And I thought "Hmmm. Lucky girl". My friend thought the thing too. But...

The girl from Interact: Dorothy Ling!

*going out to the class looking all blur*

The girl from Interact: This is for you.

*she passed the bouquet of flowers to me*

*OMG*

It was from Daryl. =D. Thanks Daryl, mwah ^^

And besides that, I received cookies and chocolates from Cyril. Thanks Angel =)

I received cards from Sharon, June, Jacq, Joanna and Maxine. Thanks so much girls!!! Love ya too bitsssss!!!! =p

LOVE ALL OF YOU! =)

Here are all the Valentine gifts I received =)

Cookie and card from June =)

From Cyril =)

From Sharon, June, Jacq, Joanna and Maxine =)

THANK YOU SO MUCH =)
GOD BLESS YOU!

btw, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!
in advance =)

2009-02-06T21:54:00.000-08:00

After band practice, I went home, greet my mom and her friend, rushed up and finished my history homework.

While I was doing my history homework...

....my cat slept on my books. =.=

Even a cat knows how boring history is.

Introducing...

2009-01-30T07:25:00.000-08:00

Get your own Family Sticker Maker & MySpace Layouts.

Holidays Holidays

2009-01-29T05:33:00.000-08:00

Hello, it's been quite a while since I'd blog. First of all, I like to wish everyyybody a very Happy Chinese New Year. Hope you did/will enjoy it =). My Chinese New Year was...so peaceful and relaxing. My family and I went to Batang Ai for CNY. My trip to Batang Ai was sooo peaceful and relaxing! =p. I really did enjoy the trip ;p. I took some pictures.

The river was sooo clear.

Lookie. My feet! =p

Hehe.

I feel like jumping into the river and swimmm =]

Kay, enough about Batang Ai =). Today, I spend time at my cousin's house. I'm feeling lazy to describe everything that happened there. ^_^"

My sis and I being vainnnn =p

And again.
Actually there's more but I'm too lazy to upload all of them
=p

My cousin with his doll head.

My cousin and I

And there's me...
=S

I cut my front hair. Actually, my cousin did. I have to get use to my new haircut though. Even though it looks kinda weird...at first but yeah, I have to get use to it. Thanks yaya! =)

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE?
=p

...

2009-01-15T23:47:00.000-08:00

SAVE ME...I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING CRAZY...!

wooo! School makes me tired! Seriously, with all those works that makes your brain explode. And the most frightening thing about form 5 is...SPM. Yes, SPM. Do I need to elaborate about it? Hmm. Guess not.

I'm totally stress out. And it's only the 2nd week of school! Yikes! =S. I remembered I was sick on the 1st day of school. Great isn't it?

10 subjects all together. I got to work hard this time. Study hard, study smart and do my very best this year. And the sad part is...this is going to be the last year of my school life!!! ='(

Oh wells...what can I do or say...

.......Sitting for this examination is the passport to my future....

Merry Xmas

2008-12-25T06:42:00.000-08:00

Hope that you all will have a blessed Christmas. Enjoy spending quality time with your family and friends. Not by going clubbing or etc etc etc. But celebrate it the way Christmas should be celebrated kay? =)

Even though I don't get to visit my friends' house but...well, at least I get to spend time with my relatives. Cause Christmas is the ONLY time where relatives from Miri or etc etc to gather together and celebrate it.

And OH I miss the time when I was a kid who actually believes in Santa Claus and having lots of FUN. Sigh. Time past fast, man!! =p

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS =)

Tagged.

2008-12-16T09:00:00.000-08:00

TAGGED BY DOREEN. LOL

.open paint
.close your eyes
.draw a cat
.tag 10 people

HAHAHA! LOLOLOLOLOL! That two things behind there are not breasts. They WERE suppose to be LEGS. But it turns out to be LIKE THAT. After drawing it, my sister laughed. =.=. HAH! xD

I tag:
Sharon
Jacq
Joy
Roland
Ade
Kel

Come to think of it...

2008-12-16T07:26:00.000-08:00

I'm as blur as you think. I'm not as happy as you think. I'm not as cheerful as you think. I'm not as bubbly as you think. I'm not perky as you think. I'm not...ALL THAT.

Know why?

These past few days, I've been very insecure, paranoid, jealous and most of all depressed. It's all coming back at me again after CE08. Can't I get a break from all those things? Haiz. Life can be cruel to us...in a way. In camp, I was farrr away from all those problems. Now like Chu said, "out there is the real world". Yes. And we're going to face the real cruel cold-hearted world. Wait, we ARE facing the real cruel cold-hearted world. Sigh. And it's not what I expected.

The reason why do I feel insecure. Firstly of my appearance. Yeah people, I GET IT. I'm skinny. Enough teasing me already okay? God made me this way and your criticisms can't change the way I look. The more you lay all your criticisms, the more I feel insecure of myself. And when I get insecure, I'll look down upon myself. I'll think that I'm not pretty, I'm not all that. And I'll think that I'm useless. Yes, I do feel that way for the past few years.I TRIED to ignore it when they teased me but I'm back home, I'll stand in front of the mirror and start to criticize myself for not being all that.

Next stop, paranoid.

The reason why do I feel paranoid. Hmmm. This is a hard one. At times I would get paranoid over itty bitty tiny weeny things. Example,

(a) My lil sis was eating ice cream and it drip on my pants, I scolded her, shouted and her and scream at her. And the sad part is...I just left her crying.

(b) I like this person. He didn't reply for few minutes. I got paranoid.

(c) My dad.

Hiya. And there's more la. It's not really a big deal but I just GOT paranoid. Sigh.
=/.

Jealousy. Wow, when did THAT horrible thing came into this world??? Being jealous at someone is...Argh..the hardest thing to shake it off your mind. And my weakness is JEALOUSY. When the someone get to spend time/ hang around with the person I love, I'll get jealous. And...I hate it so much. I just can't stop that feeling. It's ruining my entire life.

Jealousy is eating me alive.
Jealousy is blocking my heart.
Jealousy is destroying me.
Jealousy kills.

Lastly, depression.

AH, depression! I feel depressed whenever I feel either insecure, paranoid or jealous.

I remembered when I was at Form 1 or 2, I used to carved my hand...with a compass and pen knife. I was emo that time and was stupid. And why did I carved my hand? Because of LOVE. Not just any love, PUPPY LOVE. I'm sure you all do know what does that mean. It always ends that way. Meet a guy, being close with him, he asked me, I accepted him, lovey-dovey for a few months and then BOOM. Then took the compass/ pen knife and carved his name on my hand. Stupid eh?

I feel depressed because this year, my life is full of drama. Where does this "Drama" happened? Where else...school! And it's about my love life. They just bashed me up with their words not knowing that I have feelings too. Not knowing that I'm so hurt that time. Not knowing that I'm their FRIEND. Well I would say congratulations to them for destroying my love life. One of them told me that it's hard to breakup with her lover. Well hello, if it's so HARD and if you KNOW it's so hard then why asked me to breakup with him? And if you think that he is not good for me or he doesn't deserve me then look in the mirror. How many times did you know that your lover had been doing things behind your back? You even know that time that he had been cheating on you. Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just don't get you at all. I DON'T GET YOU AT ALL. And yet...your my FRIEND.

I'M IN AN EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN.

AND ONE MORE THING WHICH IS GOING THROUGH MY MIND...

No words can describe my anger and my pain. No words. Nothing.

Before it's too late =D

2008-12-11T07:38:00.000-08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MOMMY AND DADDY!!!!

Hope you'll love the gift that Che Che and I bought =)

Afu ;)

David Blaine Vertigo

2008-12-09T22:24:00.000-08:00

Now, I know this show is quite a long time ago. Perhaps six years ago? I don't know. Lol. Anyways, it was 12am and I had nothing better to do besides doing that game with my friend, Alex Luk. The game we had, well it's not a game actually. Since we are 16 years old and you know how teenagers deal with their boring-ness. So we had this "sort-of-game". We had to stay up late and I mean LATE! And the deal was : whoever falls asleep, we have to call. Stupid right? Haha. It was kinda tiring. In the end, he fell asleep =.=. What a waste of time staying up late. In the end, I fell asleep...quite late =D

*blinks blur-ly* Okay, where was I again?

Ah yes, the David Blaine...Vertigo thingy. I watched it. And well, you do know him right? (I know I know, I'm asking a very "DUH" question. But we never know bah)

I search for his pictures in the internet and I found them. Oooh and BTW, I am not a stalker. Just to let you know XD

And so, his pictures.

There he is. And I have no idea why I HAD to pick this picture. Seriously.Maybe some of you would find a hotter picture than this(and...I don't think he is hot) or you would find a picture of him that is less obscene than this. OR better not waste your time on finding his picture =.=.

I watched the part where he went on that...tall thingy that looks exactly like this

And so, he fell down and..you know the rest.

Crazy huh? VERY CRAZY. There were MILLIONS...wait, TRILLIONS of them watching. Some of them thought he was crazy( I agree with that) and some of them think that he is cool, awesome, great and blah blah blah. He is kinda cool in a way.

What creeps me out THE MOST was when he walk pass the dogs, the dogs were barking BARKING at him. And dogs don't simply bark at people unless their mentally retarded. *Shivers*

Maybe I think TOO much.

=S Am I?

2008-12-08T06:40:00.000-08:00

WAS BORED

hehehe

Sweat

2008-12-08T06:01:00.000-08:00

If you notice, I removed the chat box from my blog. Know why?

BECAUSE OF DESPERATE PEOPLE LIKE THIS

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I have no idea where they find my blog (maybe cause of friendster?) Well, nobody knows! But...gosh. Their so disgusting. Why does it have to be my blog?...MY BLOG??? Argh. Unknown people writing disgusting things in people's blog. Don't they have a life? Why can't they post in their OWN blog.

Wait a minute, ONE of them [If I'm not mistaken (I don't know cause I don't bother going to their blog or whatever page is it to write nonsense in their page/blog) ]

My sister, Doreen told me about it (Cause, I rarely check my blog nor facebook nor myspace nor friendster because of...well, my sister knows why)

Example of those unknown desperate people who have no life or they have nothing better to do.

link

You'll be gross out when you check out her/his blog.
I don't know whether his/she is a girl/boy cause I don't care.
Go check it out and you'll be
"eeee...ewww...gross"
Seriously

I already removed the chat box and removed my blog link in friendster. Sigh, PEOPLE nowadays.

Argh

2008-12-01T20:07:00.000-08:00

I'm sick. Sick. Argh. Body ache....Why must it happen around this week? =(

Padahal this Friday is the last WCO. Sigh.

Headache...My whole body is shivering while posting this.

Father, help me. T.T

What do you think?

2008-11-28T00:29:00.000-08:00

Comel? Hehe

OMG la.

2008-11-27T20:44:00.000-08:00

Mood : Freaking out / Excited / Nervous

Wanna know why?

I went on9 few minutes ago and I got an IM from Adeline. And so we chat. Haha.

Adeline says:
-heyo!
-coming tonight?
-hehe

D o r o t h y ~ シ says:
-hey!
-definitely! =)
-i'm performing tonight =D

Adeline says:
-oh yea!
-i saw you
-haha

D o r o t h y ~ シ says:
-haha xD

Adeline says:
-and i'll be recording you
!

D o r o t h y ~ シ says:
-woooooottttt!!!!!!
-GAK GAK!
-FOR REAL?
-OMG!!!!

Adeline says:
-yea for real
- karen asked me to do the video recording of you guys
so put on your best performance!
-hehe!

D o r o t h y ~ シ says:
-=O
-AHHHHH...
-I'M FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW
-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Adeline says:
-maybe i should not tell you in the first place
-hahaha
-btw
-roland's bday today
-have you wished him/

D o r o t h y ~ シ says:
-hahaha..yeahhh! you shouldn't have tell me at the first place xD
-it is?
-Oooo..better wish m them
-then*

We didn't chat that long cause Ade has to go OFL (out for lunch)

***

And Panda made me nervous yet excited too. Wanna know how she did it? *coughs*

Owh! And btw, she's my PSSTTSTSSS friend. Cause well, we like to PSTTTSSS each other

sooo...yeah =D

She sent a comment to me in Friendster , lol =P

Angeline
Posted 11/28/2008 11:04 am
aaah.... TONIGHT!!! :D :D :D

=.="
swt-ness

Confession

2008-11-26T06:52:00.000-08:00

I've done a lot of bad things, I lied, I cheat and I make lame jokes. But you see, I had been a very bad girl and it's time for me to confess everything. First of all, I am not a girl but I am a boy. I am not 16 but I am 61. I do not study at SMB St Teresa but I study at SMB St Joseph. I am not skinny but I am chubby. And lastly,

I am not a student. But I am this.

Yes. I'm that. Believe it.

Yes, I know I'm lame....

Bored....

llalalalalalaaaaaaa

BTW

2008-11-26T04:55:00.000-08:00

CAMP WAS GREAT!

excluding the sand flies, darn you sand flies.

Tagged

2008-11-26T04:19:00.000-08:00

1. What's your most favourite colour?
- Red, blue, black, pink...rainbow!!! =D

2. Who is the most important to you?
- God =)

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
- I used too. A LOT. USED TO.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- Hmmm...I don't think so. I'm always "pandang rendah" on myself.

5. How many babies you want?
- O.o? Urmm, I don't know. It's up to God to decide.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- Yups.

7. What is your goal for this year?
- This year? Hmmm.

GAIN WEIGHT

if that's possible

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
- Yes.

9. Do you think that the person who tag you, like to play kidnapping?
- Cass huh? Hmm, don't know bo. lol.

10. What are you really afraid of?
- SPIDERS. DARKNESS!! =S

11. What is your bad habit?
- Being blur all the time...well, MOST of the time =S

12. Do u have a secret crush?
- I do?

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- Yes.

14. What does flying means to you?
- Wwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =P

15. In your phonebook (for your mobile phone) how many contacts in there are those of whom you REALLY know?
- A lot. Haha...

16. Are you single/relationship?
- Single

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
- Cassandra Ong
1. Shorter than me *teehee*
2. Smarter than me
3. Wear spectacles
4. Talks a lot, which is a good thing.
5. Active in blogging. lol.

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
- Think of happy thoughts

19. What is your little wish? (as in little stuff like dying your hair orange and stuff)
- My hair is already violet red, lol. Hmmm...RM100 reload card! =P

20. How well do you know this person who tagged you?
- Quite well. Knew her since primary school.

Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

I TAG:
1. Doreen Ling
2. Angeline Audrey pssstssss
3. Jacqueline Voon
4. Karmen Wong
5. Joy Spencer
6. Kelvin Ting twinnnnyyy
7. ANYONE LA.

Yipeee

2008-11-19T22:16:00.000-08:00

IT'S TOMORROW! WOOHOOO :D

Heh, I'm so-o-o-o excited :D

31st august '08

2008-11-19T06:01:00.001-08:00

memories :)

Sudoku

2008-11-18T22:02:00.000-08:00

Sudoku. Hmmm. An entertaining puzzle to solve besides the rubik's cube (which I can't figure out how to solve it, *embarrass*).

I played this Sudoku since...last year and I find it quite addicting. Heh ;p

Anyways, I got to play it on9. Thanks to facebook! =)

Family photo

2008-11-18T21:39:00.000-08:00

My owh my. Look at me!! I look...so...photoshop-ed. No, seriously. I do. I look old. I don't look like me in those photos. Dammn. I look...horrible. Man, I complain too much.

Hmmm, at least the others look great. =)

MY FAMILY

Casual

Formal

Drum roll

2008-11-18T21:32:00.000-08:00

Woooohoooo! I can't wait for it! It's on this Friday! =D
Ahahaha.
I hope and pray that this camp will be the best one ever
For the ones who are going,
See you there!
God Bless =)

Tagged xP

2008-11-18T00:40:00.000-08:00

Tagged by: Cassandra

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?

- Friends..

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
- Shorter than me (sorry Cass! xP) and smaarrrttt.

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
- Hmm. By teman-ing me when I was alone..few years back...?

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you.
- I don't remember...heh

5. If he/she become your lover, you will:
- ...The heck?

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
- Nah, she won't and never will be.

7. If he/she become your lover, she has to improve on...
- Bluekkk. This is such a sick question. Bluek.

8. If he/she became your enemy, the reason is.
- I don't know. You ask me, I ask you.

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
- O.o

10. The overall impression of him/her is.
- She's a good friend =)

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
- I don't know...what do you think? Hmmm.

12. The character of you for yourself is?
- Being myself...?

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- Being too skinny =(

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
- A great great great famous person with a big big big house and and and...?

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
- Ijustlovethem=)

Ten people to tag:

1) Sharon
2) Jacqueline
3) Karmen
4) Joy
5) Kelvin
6) Adeline
7) Roland
8) Cyril
9) Doreen
10) Wariq

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
- I don't think so.

Is no. 3 a male or a female?
- She's a man in a woman's body. Female la, duh.

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
- Roland and Wariq? ...O.o. ewwww, no!

How about no. 5 and 8?
- Kelvin and Cyril? ...NO!

What is no. 1 studying about?
- How should I know? Haha..

Is no. 4 single?
-I guess so

Say something about no. 6?
- Hmmm. Well, someone thought that we're cousins.

Friendster...tsk!

2008-11-16T16:49:00.000-08:00

Guess what? Friendster is driving me...madddd (well, not that mad la..O.o). Friendster is like...so slow. Even Facebook doesn't lag that much. pffts.

LOOKIE!

Click on it to get a bigger image of it.

Aww-ness

2008-11-12T19:55:00.000-08:00

Ain't she the little wuttle uttle wittle uittle tiny adorable cutest honey boney hunny bunny woootiest kitty everrrr?

She IS for me :D

12th November '08

2008-11-12T19:06:00.000-08:00

My mom, little sister and I went to Green Gallery to kill time. And since Green Gallery always attract people because of their "Christmas decoration", my little sister insisted on going there. We went there and guess what we saw?

Christmas lights, Christmas tree, Christmas decoration, Christmas candles, Christmas earrings, Christmas necklace, Christmas stockings(Okay,Okay you may think I'm exaggerating but hey, no kidding!;p)and finally, Santa Claus.

Going to Green Gallery makes you excited for Christmas! Seriously, :D

My little sister, Deanna was soOoOoo excited to go there. Hahaha. While my mom went browsing through the store, Deanna and I got bored and so I decided to take pictures! Hiahiahaia :D

Innocent? :D

Haha. She may look innocent in this picture. But when she's all grumpy and naggy-ness, you better watch out!...seriously :S

Deanna And I :)

My mom browsing through the Christmas Candles

Deanna, finally took the courage to take photo with Santa Claus.
*round of applause*

We went upstairs. Deanna and I quickly went to the doll section. Btw, I have to warn you. The doll section is soOoOo...creepy. I have no idea why was I excited to go there :S

Anyways, we went there, and guess what I saw/found/touched/hold?

A hug-able Tee
:D
...
O.o

And guess what? There's MORE and MORE MORE MORE MORE pillows! :DDD

I like this pillow. It's soo...pillow-ish.

See what I mean? We're so vain :D

I like that pillow too. It's soo..polka dotish.
Me likey :)

And then, we went to another section. Something caught my eyes, and it was this.

A MASK.
It's pwetty okayy. :D
(actually it's original picture isn't this, I chose the wrong picture)

The mask suits Deanna :)
Who want's her kisses? :D
jk jk

Deanna and her "dog"

....
Random I know
:P

After killing our time at Green Gallery. We went to Everise (BDC) to buy my hair dye.

Long story short.

I have to dye my hair. It looks normal on the outside. BUT when you look in the inside of the..hair. You'll find a lot. A LOT A LOT A LOT (btw, I'm not exaggerating) a LOT A LOT of white hair. I got some pictures to PROVE it to you.

Can you spot it?

Tada! See, I wasn't joking.
And that's just one part of it.
You haven't seen the other part.

On the way back, My mom had to stop and pay something. So...as usual, we got vain the car :)

Haha, I will say no more :X

When home. Few hours later, my mom wanted to dye my hair. And so she did.

The process of dying my hair.

Haha. Poor Poor squall.
My mom's punya kerja lah tu.
=.=

After waiting for the time to wash my hair and etc.etc.etc.

See my hair colour! It's suppose to be a Violet Red.
But...chhyeahh.
It looks weird somehow
And so, i told my mom.

Me: Mommy, the hair dye looks weird la
Mom: *looking at my hair* Nevermind la, say it's just shading
Me: Haha..okay

=.=

I went on9 and I chat with Maxine Rose. We chatted for quite a long time. Heh. And then, somehow we ended up webcaming with each other. We fool around most of the time. Haha.

Question: GUESS WHO?
A. Dorothy
B. Unknown girl
C. Britney
D. Poser

You figure it out! :P

Ahaha. Bored people eh? Actually I didn't realize that I can take picture by pressing the
"Print Screen-SysRq" button.
But..it's too late.
=.=

Guess that's all for now :)
Goodbye

And btw,

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
:)

BOREDOM

2008-11-12T06:11:00.000-08:00

Wait for it to load yeah. Haha. It's lame, I know. Hey, I was bored okayyy =D

My oh my

2008-11-10T23:05:00.001-08:00

There's so many things to blog but I can't seem to find a right time to do it.

I'm so lazy to do it =S

Heh, but I will post them up...somedayyy.

Thriller.

2008-11-10T22:58:00.000-08:00

SPM started yesterday and I bet all the form 5 are sooo nervous about it. I'm nervous too. Nervous cause some of my friends are sitting for it. But I know THEY CAN DO IT!

To all my Form 5 friends/people, I just wanna say.

ALL THE BEST IN SPM. MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS(including me) KNOW THAT YOU ALL CAN DO IT!!

Thanks Cikgu Nur Aida!

2008-11-08T20:09:00.000-08:00

Two days ago(which is on Friday). We all have to hand in our form 4 textbooks. And guess what? I lost my Chemistry Practical book. Bummer. Yes I know. That morning(was at band camp), I went to my classroom to tell the teacher.

Blah blah blah blah.

After that, I went to my section and practice. Few minutes later, Joanna and Rasimah came in and said that teacher was looking for me. And so, I went to look for her in the teachers room.

Me: Teacher, later my mom will send the practical book over.

Teacher: Eh, you sure or not you lost the chemistry practical book not the chemistry text book? *showing them to me*

(at that time, teacher had one lost chemistry practical book which doesn't belong to anybody)

Me: Yeah, that chemistry practical book. *pointing to that practical book*

Few seconds later.

Teacher: Nevermind la, you take this book. No need to ask your mom to buy.

Me: Haha. Really kah teacher? So kind la you teacher.

Teacher: *laughs* Eh now you know ka?

Hahaha...

Once again, I would like to thank Cikgu Nur Aida for being supportive that day =D

But then, the whole time I was praying in my heart begging for the Lord to help me and He really did! Praise You Lord! =)

Prayers helped me and it will help you too! So, come my brothers and sisters in Christ, let us pray, worship and praise the Lord!

Amen! =)

Introduction to the book of Matthew

2008-11-08T19:57:00.000-08:00

Looks.

Have you ever had someone describe a person to you? You get a mental picture of how that person looks. Then when you meet Him or Her. Can that be the person? He or she sure doesn't look anything like you expected.

First-century Jews expected the promised of Savior to be conqueror. Jesus was a teacher. Instead of raising an army to defeat the Romans , he urged the people to trust him as God's Son. Matthew wrote to prove that Jesus really did fulfill the prophecies from the Old Testament and is the promised Savior.

What Jesus conquered was sin.

And the kingdom he rules today is in your heart.

Murderer

2008-11-08T05:10:00.000-08:00

WANTED

I ate PANDA

p/s: Sorry Angeline!

p/s/s: Btw, you still have my 'PS I LOVE YOU' book!!

p/s/s/s: I'm soOoo gonna BLAH you!

p/s/s/s/s: Not joking

p/s/s/s/s/s:...seriously

2008-11-05T21:18:00.001-08:00

BAND CAMP
HERE
I
COME
=P

Bleh?

2008-11-04T01:38:00.000-08:00

Haha. Too bored I guess :D

His just a celebrity crush, that's all :)

He kinda has an Afro hair, he is my age , not too sure about his height, He is cute ;p but too bad he is famous and a lot of girls are drooling over him. Plus , he lives miles miles milesss away from Malaysia =.=

Oh wells, might as well be a stalker

O.o?

Heheeeee

2008-11-03T06:06:00.000-08:00

Heheeeeeeeeeee.

I know this might sound gay and all but I think his cuteeee. Especially his hair ;D

Heheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

heh?

2008-11-03T06:02:00.000-08:00



		I will marry Nick.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in club in our fabulous House.
		We will have 8 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a blue subaru.
		I will spend my days as a doctor, and live happily ever after.

Obsession

2008-11-03T00:21:00.000-08:00

Seems like everyone is buying and trying to solve the Rubik's cube. Most of the people I know are now talking about it. Haha. Even...someone.

At first, I thought the ones who can actually solve it are genius/perfect but then...one day I was browsing through the internet and found all those algorithms.

-LIST OF ALGORITHMS-

1) Fi U Li Ui

2) Ri Di R D

3) U R Ui Ri Ui Fi U F

4) Ui Li U L U F Ui Fi

5) F R U Ri Ui Fi

6) R U Ri U R U U Ri

7) U R Ui Li U Ri Ui L

8) Ri Di R D

I'm sure you would be thinking what the hell is this (for those who are new to this. Example...me)
These "unknown words" are the "solutions" on how to solve the Rubik's cube. Haha. I sound like a smarty pants but the truth is...I'm not. I'm dumb. Dumb dumb.

Like I said earlier on, most of the people I know are...well, not to say obsess about it la. More like, hmmm...interested in it. And so...I bought myself a Rubik's cube which cost RM3.90. I bought the cheap one in case I get bored of it :D

The RM3.90 Rubik's cube

I sayang it so much

After a while, I got sooo frustrated cause I can't seem to solve it. And so...I gave up =.=

But....I will TRY AGAIN! ;p

2008-11-02T17:15:00.000-08:00

Hey, I'll post about the Santubong trip next time as soon as I have those pictures. Especially the picture where we dug that hole *shivers*

Be patient =)

Tagged by Tiffany

2008-10-24T19:50:00.000-07:00

6 people to tag:

Sharon
Jacqueline
Karmen
Joy
Kelvin
Adeline

6 things I'm passionate about

Spending my time with Jesus
Making my friends laugh (even though my jokes are lame)
Praise and Worship
Playing my clarinet ;p
Eating...O.o

6 things I say too often

SHIT
Damn
Whatever
Riteee
Uh..yeah..Um.
Memang memang

6 books I've read recently

Hook up or break up
Heaven is So Real!

Oh yes, I hafto agree with Tiffany. I better start reading books from now on xP

6 songs I can listen to again and again

Amazing Love
Here In my Home
Party
Who am I
Your Love Makes me Sing
Take a Bow

6 things I learnt in the past year:

To know God better.
To love others
Becareful of choosing friends
Just be myself
Do not let emotions take control over you.
Encourage others to do the same =)

What's up with me?

2008-10-24T19:47:00.000-07:00

Sigh. Even though I look cheerful and sometimes annoying at school or at anywhere. But the truth is that, I still feel...heartbroken. I envy those people who could move on and forget about the past. Sigh. I'm torturing myself by not moving on. Oh Lord, I don't know wad to do anymore....Sigh.

For audi

2008-10-18T20:19:00.000-07:00

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY
AUDI
I
LOVE
YOU

Tagged by Doreen

2008-10-17T22:47:00.000-07:00

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instructions with your picture.
5. Tag 10 people to do this.

I tag....

Jacqueline
Sharon
Karmen
Joy
Cassandra
Qhaz
Roland
Adeline
Kelvin
Jasmine

Bluek ;p

For Jacq =)

2008-10-17T20:21:00.000-07:00

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY to the one and ONLY JACQUELINE VOON =)

Happy belated birthday dear. And now your sixteen years old. Hmm. Your such a blessed person. First, you got the ultimate bestest of friends. Second, you got a very supportive and cool family that would chip in money just to buy you a the handphone you'd been craving about.

We've known each other since pre-school. And WOW! Look where we're standing right now? We're still best friends, amen? =). We both had been through thick and thin. Even though we fought quite a lot of times when we're at primary school but we ALWAYS managed to make up to each other.

God, I'm so happy for you dear =). Your a growing girl and please don't grow too fast dear. Teehee.

YOUR FINALLY SIXTEEN
AND IT'S TIME FOR YOU TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN YOUR LIFE
THIS IS THE TIME WHERE YOU
BREAK FREE
FROM EVERYTHING
AND AMEN!
YOU FINALLY DID =)
I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW PROUD AM I

You helped me a lot. You gave me useful advise when I was in a relationship with that particular person. I enjoyed hanging out with you and I still DO! Remember those times in youth? Haha. Thinking about it makes me laugh. Does it makes u laugh too? ;p

Don't you worry dear, you'll drink alcohol as soon as you turn 21 =P

SORRY IF I HAVE HURT YOUR FEELINGS
BUT PLEASE DO REMEMBER
THAT
I
WILL
ALWAYS
LOVE
YOU
my
BEST
FRIEND
=)

1st of October =)

2008-10-04T11:10:00.000-07:00

1st of October was our little princess' birthday =)
She's 6 now and she's still our only little man cup princess. Heh =)
She may seem cute and all that , but when your under the same house as her, wooo.
Let me tell you, when she's upstairs singing out loud, you can hear in from the garden.
She controls everybody, EVERYBODY in the house.

NOT JOKING.
Heh.

I LOVE OUR LITTLE PRINCESS, DEANNA

Wanna know? Let me list out why I love her =)

She is soOoOoOOOoo adorable
She merajuk easily
She un-merajuk easily
She smiles a lot
She laughs a lot
She is soooo thoughtful. Haha
I just LOVE HER!!! =P

BIRTHDAY GIRL!
hehe
=)

BOREDOM STRIKES BACK

2008-10-02T00:46:00.000-07:00

I'm stuck at home. Didn't go visiting. No idea why. Blame my period. Bleh. So...since I'm like sooo bored, nothing to do besides this, msging, friendster..might as well edit pictures.

Yeah, that's about it. Lol. =.= =.=====

Nerd

2008-10-02T00:15:00.000-07:00

HOW TO BE A NERD

enjoy ;p

OLD

2008-09-30T08:14:00.000-07:00

29th August 2008
Those who played during the Konsert Syukur were invited to dinner at KGS
(Kelab Golf Sarawak). Arrived there few minutes before the dinner begin. While waiting for the others(friends) to arrived, Maxine and I went to the toilet(which is located behind the receptionist place) and got vain,not surprise eh? xD

Dinner started and blah blah blah.

Towards the end, we took lotsa pictures (knowing us...hehe). Unfortunately, I'm very lazy to save the pictures to my folder and upload it into here. So I only uploaded one.

From left to right. (a girl whom I don't really know her name[sorry], Lester, Me, Audi, Dae, Pamela, Alvin, Zech, Maxine and a friend of mine from GR[sorry, I don't remember ur name x(]

30th August 2008
A Japanese factory TAIYO YUDEN invited our school brass band to perform on their family day. It was sooo freaking hot that day. I was sweating throughout the whole performance. What do you expect? Long sleeves, gloves, no fan? But it's worth it! Here are some of the pictures taken. (Took the photos from Maxine Rose,btw)

31 August 2008
Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka! Mer-crap.
Phew! Luckily we don't have to wear all those tradisional costumes together with our band uniforms(for those who performed on that day, I'm sure you know what I mean ;) ). Before we played for TYT and some VIP people, Audi,Dae,Maxine and I got bored. So..we decided to take pictures! (not surprise huh? Bluek)

Sylvester, Me, Audi, Dae and Priscilla

Nana's friend, Nana and I

Actually, we can't play other instruments. We get punishments for that. But I guess we didn't care because almost everyone in band played other instruments too.

Munirah, Nana, Dae, Maxine, Me and Audi

I love Nana!

Sylvester and I
[And yes, I do look weird. Blame the photographer *coughs*]

Nana, Jacqueline, Audi, Dae, Maxine, Me and Kester
[Actually I thought his name is Caester but a band member from st joe corrected it for me,heh]

Maxine, Me and Sylvester

Me, Roland and Audi
[we all weren't ready in this photo]
[Roland claims his tall in this picture]
[Pffts, I know]

Photo shooting

2008-09-30T07:23:00.001-07:00

In the previous post, it said about my mom wanting our family to take an informal photo using bridal gowns and tuxedos right? Well, we did and we all look dead gorgeous in those photos ;p

My bro and I got vain during the photo taking, even before the photo taking, we were already like taking the camera and snapping photos like nobody business =.=. Believe it or not, my bro is much more vainer than me. Like 10 times vainer than me. Gak.

During the photo session, we were all hungry. Very hungry. And thirsty. It's like...torture! Luckily it finished early, if not we'll all starved to death! =.=

But then, we all had fun especially my bro and I ;p

My gorgeous mother, my cute sister, yours truly and my adorable lil sis =)

My humorous father and my vain brother

Deanna and I =)

Damn, I'm so friggin' skinny =S

My...pffts, bro =.=

That's about it! But wait..there's more pictures actually ;)
Just go to my friendster profile, I'm sure you can find tons(maybe not tons of it) of pictures there ;p

DOROSAYSHI

Take care =)

Feeling emo.

2008-09-29T03:53:00.001-07:00

My emo-ness is back. Sighs.

BTW

2008-09-29T03:36:00.000-07:00

MY SIS IS BACK IN KUCHING CITY!
WOOHOOO ;p

And we went to KGS for dinner after church. After dinner, my bro started some kung-fu moves with my lil sis and I can't help it but to join along! These are our special kung-fu moves. Watch.

My lil sis and her...smth smth move

My bro and his Praying Mantis

And lastly, me with my Deadly Flamingo

And twinny, I'm not ballet-ing, I was goofing around =)
Haha.

Webcam ;p

2008-09-29T03:12:00.000-07:00

My dad bought a new computer and he bought a webcam (my fav =P) And so..I got vain, seriously vain with it. My dad, two sisters and my bro got vain with it too xP

Oh wells ;p

Michelle Bridal Studio

2008-09-29T02:34:00.001-07:00

Today, I followed my mom and my sis to the bridal studio (btw, no ones getting married, heh ;p) It was my mom's decision to take a family photo with bridesmaids' dresses and tuxedos. So I was like..*Okayy..cool..xD* Well, I don't think my bro likes the idea of that. He prefers us to dress up casual/properly than being so..poshy and all. But oh wells, my mom wants it that way. So..follow lo.

We tried a lot of dresses. Wait, actually only my mom cause well...*snorts*. Anyways! I picked a dress which "fits" me properly. I was like soo happy that I a friend of mine *coughs* and my friend replied "Haha. Not like you're getting married. =P". Pffts, thanks for ruining my happiness of choosing a dress. Bluek!

Seriously, it was easy to find a dress for me due to my size *coughs coughs* xD. And again,I told that to someone and that someone said "Haha. I know you skinny ba. Bluek!" =.= Yes I know. I skinny, skinny lo!! Hmph.

I got bored and I knew what was I suppose to do. U wanna know what was that? To get vain of cause. =.=.
Yeah, here are the picture(ssss) that I took ;p

I know what are you gonna say.
*coughs , stares at someone*

Bluekness ;p

With all I am

2008-09-27T03:49:00.000-07:00

Into your hand
i commit again
with all I am
for you Lord

you hold my world
in the palm of your hand
and I'm yours forever

CHORUS
Jesus I believe in you
Jesus I belong to you
you're the reason that I live
the reason that I sing
with all I am

I'll walk with you
wherever you go
through tears and joy
I'll trust in you

and I will live
in all of your ways and
your promises forever

CHORUS

I will worship I will worship you forever

CHORUS

Vainity.

2008-09-20T23:38:00.000-07:00

Do we look alike here? Haha. Some of my friends told me that we do look like, others said no. I,myself do not know whether my lil (bratty,annoying yet adorable) sister and I look the same. My parents told me that my lil sis looks like me and I was like.."Erh..okay *smiles*"

In my mind, I was like *Wow...wonder how will she look like? Will she look like..coughs..me? =DD*

Warning: I can be veryy perasan at times.Don't believe? Ask my friends =P

Actually, she's starting to ACT like me. She starts taking Vain pictures of herself! . I didn't know that until I checked my mom's phone and guess wad? I found most of her pictures in my mom's phone!....and yet, why am I not surprised? =.=

Call me happy when I'm weak cause I'm strong, that's the Power of the Cross

2008-09-20T18:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday after band , my mom picked me up and we went to Spring. Long story short, we went to MPH. And I asked my mom.

Me : "Mie , can I buy a bible?"
Mommy : "Buy lah"

Overjoyed, went quickly to the "Bible" side of the store. And there, I saw many kinds of bibles. I was so sakai when I saw them. I was touching all of them (don get the wrong idea). After gazing at all of them.

This caught my eyes. Teen Study Bible..

Now, although it doesn't look that attractive but what matters the most is what's inside of it. And I simply ♥ it =)

Even though it may not be such a big deal for some/most/few of you, I find it such a big deal for me. And having my very own bible is a wonderful thing for me =)
I sangat bangga ;P

After looking through my very own bible ( =D ) I was reading the "Psalms" section. And...I love Psalm 27. It goes like this. *coughs coughs*

PSALM 27
The Lord is my light and salvation -
whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life -
of whom shall I be afraid?

When evil men advance against me
to devour my flesh,
when my enemies and my foes attack me,
they will stumble and fall.

Though an army besiege me,
my heart will not fear;
though war break out against me,
even then I will be confident.

One thing I ask of the Lord,
this is what I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the Lord
all the days of my life,
to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord
and to seek Him in his temple.

For the day of trouble
he will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle
and set me high upon a rock.

Then my head will be exalted
above the enemies who surround me;
at his tabernacle will I sacrifice with shouts of joy;
I will sing and make music to the Lord.

Hear my voice when I call, O Lord.
be merciful to me and answer me.

My heart says of you , "Seek his face!"
Your face, Lord, I will seek.
Do not hide your face from me.
do not turn your servant away in anger,
you have been my helper.
Do not reject me or forsake me,
O God my Savior.

Though my father and mother forsake me,
the Lord will receive me.

Teach me your way, O Lord;
lead me in a straight path
because of my oppressors.

Do not turn me over to the desires of my foes,
for false witnesses rise up against me,
breathing out violence.

I am still confident of this:
I will see the goodness of the Lord
in the land of the living.

Wait for the Lord;
be strong and take heart
and wait for the Lord.

AMEN! =D

coughs at SOMEONE

2008-09-20T08:53:00.000-07:00

Afros are cool. And cute. Their so...puffy =D

Someone *coughs* I repeat..SOMEONE thinks their not. Oh huhu, you know who you are =P

Bleh xP

Afro

2008-09-19T02:34:00.000-07:00

I think Afro's are cooooool =D
Don't cha think so? , no?

7th September 2008

2008-09-18T22:13:00.000-07:00

Even though 7th sep is like...few weeks ago and I was lazy to update my blog. So..Yeah..like that
lah... =D

Sharon's birthday is on...yeah. That day. We went out and did a lot of CRAZY WACKY things together. Oh and btw, did i mention that Dae and Aud came along with us too? Yeah , they did.

And we loveee every single second hanging out with each other =) Till now , sometimes Sharon and I talked about what we did that day. Sharon told me once "Eh Dot , I want to do this again lah...so fun!" Heh, gotta admit with her though. I miss that day with them =)

AUDI + IMAN + DORO + SHARON = AIDS

You must have probably be thinking , above all names why choose AIDS? Since it's like a deadly disease. Haha , the reason is...We don't know!! Tembak choose any name lah. As long it fits all of our names , enough liao xD LOL.

Some of the pictures we took , enjoy looking at it =)

Taken candid by Audi (duhh..)

Cakes we tapau from Secret Recipe =P

Sharon and Dae at Hornbill =D

Dae and Audi at steamboat

Sharon , Dae and I at Sarawak Plaza

Posing Maut xD

Heh , posing maut again xD

Feeding time!

Ada gik...

(belated?)BIRTHDAY GIRL

The young ones...

I LOVE SAYANG CINTA THEM

Innocent face...Pfftss..Yeah right! xD

Dae and Audi. (spot any retarded girl?)

Dae..cooking. Heh ^^

*coughs* Puasa Day ho? xD

...Dae somehow finds this picture...disgusting...=S

Gahahaha xD

Them bah...Them...=P

B1 AND B2 enjoying steamboat =P

P/s: the pictures are not in order. Cincai upload and put nia =P

Oh yeah, actually there's MORE MORE MORE pictures. About..more than 50 pictures? Haha..I know I know , your gonna say that we're so vain and all. But just accept the fact that WE ARE VAIN PEOPLE.

Check out my friendster profile for more pictures(btw, add me and add comments xD Jk lah..ahaha..=.=)

DOROTHYDOROTHYDOROTHYDOROTHYDOROTHY

Awesome Seminar

2008-09-18T21:32:00.000-07:00

Awesome seminar was just..simply AWESOME! (duh =P)
I learnt a lot of stuff during the seminar , besides that..I made new friends and I get to know some people better. Heh ^^

Obviously , I'm not that "good" in explaining things. Because if I explain things , I tend to get over-excited and start talking crap and so on. So in the end , you won't understand when I explain things. O.o?

As soon as they upload the pictures taken from "Awesome Seminar" in Empowered Ministry blog, I'll take it from there. And I'll post it here. Or...you can check out their blog for yourself. Click on the Empowered Ministry.

Youth Gathering =D

2008-09-18T14:51:00.000-07:00

Hey people , sorry for not updating my blog. Out of ideas of what to post in my blog. Heh ^^ And if u notice , I change my blog layout..again cause the other one is quite hard to maintain and all..sO...Yeah =D

Last Friday was great! Youth Gathering..and Jacq , Joy and Rach came to the gathering! (surprisingly xD)

Lookie at the pictures!!! =P

Daryl and Alex and half of Cella's face xD

The "twins" , Rach , Jacq , Alex and Cella

Gahaha. Funny pic xD

Heh ^^ I think Rach was mad when I covered their faces with my hands ^^

Aww, they simply adore me =D

Owh! I forgot one thing , Jacq posted this youth gathering thing in her blog. It was dedicated to me =DDD Yeah.Heh. I'm not being perasan or whatever. Check out her blog!

Jacqueline

U know U know U know U know waddddddddddddd ;P

2008-08-19T03:37:00.000-07:00

I CUT MY HAIR xD
LOL

It was few days before my birthday. I don't know what do I want for my birthday. My mom asked me to cut my hair , so what the heck. She wants the layer parts to be cut so badly cause she said it looks like sotong danggling =.=
Went to get my haircut at the Spring with my brother. It look less than 30 minutes for them to cut my hair and it costs RM25.
The first expression i got from my brother is
"No difference le?"
=.=
Blind person..

Anyways , I wanna go out with friends(if...my dad lets =.=)
And see their reaction xD

Hold it , Hold it...
I can predict their reactions.
One of them will shout/scream or whatever , then another one will ask me why the hell did I cut my hair for , then another one will just look at me not knowing what to say.
Uhuh..I bet that WILL happen =.=

Anyways , that's all for now ;)

Logging off ,
Doro :D

Bangga

2008-08-19T01:52:00.001-07:00

Yes. I am so bangga of myself :D
Finally I know how to edit my blog layout!
Yey me!
But then..it looks kinda messy , don cha think?
Owh wells , as long as I love it ;P

2008-08-19T00:31:00.000-07:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

Happy Birthday To Me ! :D

2008-08-16T18:18:00.000-07:00

Yey! I'm finally 16!

And there's nothing special about it =.=

Just wanna say thanks to my ♥ family and friends ♥
for the birthday wishes! ^^

♥♥♥ ILY all ♥♥♥
:DDDD

2008-08-10T03:08:00.000-07:00

JUST

ANOTHER

ORDINARY

DAY

Friggin Exams

2008-08-10T03:00:00.000-07:00

Exams

Gorshhh

I hate Exams

I ♥ EXAMS!

Anti Exams!

♥

~~*******~~

To all my friends

Blackout.

2008-08-10T02:43:00.000-07:00

Wow. This time it was a really really bad blackout.

It all started...

I went to St Joseph Church sunset mass with my mom & sis. The priest for that Mass was Father Joseph. If I'm not mistaken , when the Father was talking or smth , the lights starts flickering on and off , on and off then suddenly *poof*

ALL the lights , fans and sound system went down. It was totally dark in the church. I heard people (especially boys) complaining and all.

Even if there was a blackout , it didn't feel like there is blackout. When we were singing , voices from everyone filled up the whole church and I feel touched by that. Because we do not need microphones to sing aloud! PTL for that!! ^^

After church...

My dad called me up and he told me that the whole of Kuching is blackout. And that time , my mom , sis and i were so friggin hungry. We didn't know where to eat mah , cause of the friggin blackout.. In the end , my mom had decided to eat at KGS..(which is farr away from town)

After eating...

Went to pay the bills , out of no where , the lights started to flicker and then *poof* There was a blackout ( why am I not surprise that time? ) Yeah. So I pity those people who were eating there xD

Reached home...

The alarm went on. It was really annoying , ya'know? My mom and I tried our best to switch off that friggin alarm in our house. It goes *ngii ngohh ngii ngohh*
(it sounds annoying in real life)

Few minutes later...

My mom and I succeeded!! ^^

LMAO , yeah. So that's about it for now.
Gonna end here ,

Logging off ,
D O R O :)

2008-08-01T18:29:00.000-07:00

POTATO

:D

2008-08-01T18:26:00.000-07:00

2nd August 2008

Nothing Happen.

Complains.

2008-08-01T07:50:00.000-07:00

WOOHOOO

Gotta think positive at all times. Gotta shake off all those things that had been bugging me and stressing me out lately. Maybe I'll list them out in this blog where everyone can see it.

Studies. Exam is like soo near and I'm not prepared for exams yet. I've got like less than 2 weeks to exam. I'd been away for a week or more coz I hafto perform in some orchestra thing and I missed out lotsa stuff happening in school.

I heard that some people are talking stuff behind my backs. And I know those people and when I just knew about it , I was all mad at them.Yeah, u know who u are. No more pretending ;)

Problems keep coming and coming. I lied to some of my loved ones. I betrayed them. Or backstab them...or whatever. And I feel kinda bad coz I'm not the kind of friend they expect me to be.

My sister just went to Cyberjaya (which is located between KL and Seremban) She's staying there for 3 + years. But she's coming back in 5 months time (yey)

Stupid digi have to deduct credits and it's friggin' annoying. Coz everytime I wanna msg , I kept receiving this stupid msg

"Panggilan masuk..." Crap Crap Crap!

And there's more...Lotsa things that's bugging me! Too busy to do this la that la coz I got other things to take care off. Shit. And I don't want this stuff to affect my studies. Stressing out here man.
And plus! There's so many things to worry or think about that I actually miss out a lot of youth gatherings which is held at St Joseph Church Gallery every Friday night at 7.30 (promoting it ;])

AND MORE!

*happy thoughts happy thoughts happy thoughts*

DAMN

Plus , I got a pimple on my nose!...Jacq said that it had been there for a month.(yes, she keeps track on everything that people don't notice..so blame her for keeping track on the pimple on my nose ^^)

So hot the weather today..EVERYDAY! Sigh. So hot la..I mean it's a good thing for the laundry to dry faster and all.but it's bad for our health (wow , I'm actually talking like this). But seriously , it is! Damn Damn Damn

.Fuck.Shit.Damn.

STRESS OUT.
HELP :(

S2
Doro :(

Was it worth it?

2008-07-05T10:44:00.000-07:00

Before you were no good.
You used to be so good.
And then you changed and flipped on me.
So tell me what's the reason all this time you've been preaching, acting like you know
Everything.
Look into my eyes.... and tell me what you see.
Was what you got worth losing me?
Now all your lies has caught up with your game.
It's a different picture, but in the same old frame.
Tell me was it...

Tell me was it worth it, now that it's said and done?
Don't be confused and think that I wanna be back in your arms because I closed that door.
Tell me was it worth it, for you to make that change?
And play that game with me.

I gave all I could give you changed it all up for you.
But you didn't sacrifice for me.
So is it for the moment?
Are you really on it?
Either way you ain't thinking bout me.
Look into my eyes.
And tell me do you see... can you see the pain that you caused on me?
It's not the same.
We'll never be that way again.
Cause you can't take back those tears.
Please tell me...

I wish I'm invincible...wait...I'm already am... =(

2008-07-04T20:52:00.000-07:00

The person that I thought I could trust turns out to be wrong. I always blame myself for not trusting him..Now? Sigh. I regretted..I don't know what should I do right now. Those messages I read in her phone which are from him really hit me hard this time..I didn't know he could turn out to be those kind of guys.I really love him and I thought he would change after what had happen last time. But I was wrong , again. He told me that the both of them are JUST friends. When I read those messages , I was thinking "Friends got send this kind of messages to each other meh?"

I was so hurt. So mad. So disappointed. I couldn't stand it anymore. I can't hold back my anger in my heart. After reading those friggin' messages , I called him and release everything (not basically everything ) I even cried , shouted on the phone. And all he replied is "I just want her to be happy" He only wants her to be happy.

There's a lot of ways to make someone happy. Not that..That's a wrong way to make people happy. Sigh. So u would rather make her happy than making me happy? Why didn't u think of us , our relationship before doing that stupid thing?

Tell me .. am I not good for u in this relationship. Am I just some toy or whatever so that u could play with my feelings? What does she have that I don't? What is it? Tell me...Am I a boring person to be with? Am I a useless piece of shit?

I feel so used... T.T

I gave u everything I have..This is how u repay me? By doing some shit stuff with other girls?

Sometimes I wonder , was it really worth it being here at the first place. I feel like killing myself but on second thought , I wont because I don't want to end up being in hell for eternity. I just don't know what to do with u anymore. I don't know what to do in this relationship..

U told me before that u won't keep secrets from me even though it will hurt me so bad. U lied. U LIED to me. U kept a secret from me which can really kill me. When I found out , I was so hurt. Hurt because u lied to me. Hurt because u kept this away from me. Sometimes I wonder whether u did this with other girls?

*crying*

Why...Why...Why...Why...Why... T.T

Bummer.

2008-06-27T03:19:00.000-07:00

Your Mood is a 4

You're feeling a little down, but not totally bummed out. Your mood is on the low side of average.

How Does Your Mood Rate?

My mood is on the low side of average. My mood is THAT bad huh?

Na-na-na-na-na-na. Every Move I Make.

2008-06-27T02:45:00.000-07:00

i love Nana ;P

We come in different shapes and sizes. No matter how terrible we look , we still look much more beautiful in the inside and it's hard to find friends who are like that (not only referring to Nana , to others too =])
True friends will always be by your side NO matter what.
(Actually , our true friend is Jesus...)
anywayssss.
True friends will not let you down and so on.

btw , I ♥ NANA ;P

p/s: i was bored when I posted this.heh ^_^"
(like duh)

The Little Things

What am I going to do after SPM

Freedom

To...you know who you are

So long farewell, I bid you goodbye.

So I drew a face and laughed

Facts Facts Facts

BIG RED BUTTON

I posted like 6 times (this is my 7th time btw) today. Haha. No shit.

Ohhh didudidu dadidadidum biboom

Blowing through the jasmine in my mind

New skin

HOLIDAYSSS

Don't ask me anymore.

Lol

WCO night

Forever

Sad

Boredom strikes back..kaboom

Power of Love

How do i live without you...

The Little Things

Sigh

Vday SPECIAL =)

Introducing...

Holidays Holidays

...

Merry Xmas

Tagged.

Come to think of it...

Before it's too late =D

David Blaine Vertigo

Sweat

Argh

What do you think?

OMG la.

Confession

BTW

Tagged

Yipeee

31st august '08

Sudoku

Family photo

*Drum roll*

Tagged xP

Friendster...tsk!

Aww-ness

12th November '08

BOREDOM

My oh my

Thriller.

Thanks Cikgu Nur Aida!

Introduction to the book of Matthew

Murderer

Bleh?

Heheeeee

heh?

Obsession

Tagged by Tiffany

What's up with me?

For audi

Tagged by Doreen

For Jacq =)

1st of October =)

BOREDOM STRIKES BACK

Nerd

OLD

Photo shooting

Feeling emo.

BTW

Webcam ;p

Michelle Bridal Studio

With all I am

Vainity.

Call me happy when I'm weak cause I'm strong, that's the Power of the Cross

*coughs at SOMEONE*

Afro

7th September 2008

Awesome Seminar

Youth Gathering =D

Drum roll

coughs at SOMEONE