These past few months I had been through all kinds of things. One of them is heartbreak. My ex and I broke up 4 months ago. And it only felt like yesterday we were holding hands...hugging. That moment when the both of us decided to break our relationship, I didn't really feel the sadness in me. Maybe that time we were still very very close. But as time flies, we didn't really contact each other anymore. And that's the part which makes me go all emotional...

And to make it worst, a friend of mine told me something about him (which I regret listening to it). I was so confused, depressed, emotional and most of all...heartbroken. I got home...feeling so sad and all I wanted to do is cry. And cry. And cry. And I did cry. I kept asking myself "Does he still love me?", "Why on earth did he do that?", "What does he actually want?" and more. AND the most frustrating thing is that everyday I hear his name.

I was like shitt man. Can I not hear his name at least for once?

I didn't know how to express this feeling I have inside me. I have to let it out but shitt, I didn't know how!!! And so, I tried writing poems [still suck at it though :( ]. Well, at least it's much more better than punching through walls or cutting my hand or drinking or taking drunks or...whatever the things that people do these days.

So, here's my poem. It's called Torn To Pieces